So, like, life and stuff.

I haven't been posting a lot and I'm sorry. Life has been kicking my ass lately. Here's a brief update.

My loan company ruined everything so I had to ask my grandpa for money for college. If it weren't for him, I would have had to take off the semester. I would have been kicked out of campus housing and I wouldn't have had anywhere to go. I can't live at home because there are no jobs. Speaking of jobs, I still haven't found one. So I'm living off of mostly nothing. I can't shoot 120 film for a while because I just can't afford it. I'd really just love to go out and work as a photographer. I've pretty much learned all my college has to teach me. Classes aren't educational anymore. They're just a pain in the ass and a total waste of time. But I can't leave because my parents would not be happy. They want me to finish and I have to do as they ask because they pay for as much as they can for me. I'm still on the family phone plan and they pay for health and car insurance. I'm so thankful that it's not even funny. I'd be on the streets or worse if they didn't help me.

Other than the college and money stuff, things are good. I have a very tolerant boyfriend who is there for me. I'm not sure what I'd do without him. He helps to motivate me so I don't do something stupid and actually drop out of college like I've threatened more times than I can count. He loves me for me and that's all I want. I want him forever and no one else.

Hopefully I'll have some pictures up soon. I shot a roll of 120 this weekend and it's getting processed. It's one of the last for a while. =[ Everything else will be digital or 35mm.